1. You cannot know everything that goes around you. But you can question it, try to find the answer to it. When you try and still cannot deduce more than what makes you satisfied, leave it. Stop asking that same question and think of it as a question with multiple answers and whatever fits right for you, make it your answer. So that you can move forward. Being stuck creates more negativity, it will make you tired and you will stop looking at the good that you have around you except that one answer you are looking for.
2. Last night when I was about to sleep, drowning down peacefully in deep darkness, ready for a new adventure of the night, with the blanket embracing me with all the warmth and love.I got a small thought of me being a parent.And then that thought grew, I will be an over-possessive parent,And it grew, even more, I will turn into a paranoid mother.why?!Because I have trust issues.