1. Alone" doesn't mean "lonely".It means being brave enough to find your own sanity through loneliness and misery.
2. Asking for a reason for your existenceIt is like questioning someone in silence. I felt rusted in this world full of gold, that even if I made myself brand new, everyone already knew.
3. TroubledI tried to gambleIt is true that pride is the hardest thing to swallow.
4. When you have that mindset that things are easy if you learn them, remember that learning is the shadow of hard work. Learning without hard work will not work.
5. You hate me for being me.I also hate myself for being me.I hope that I am not me. Being me doesn't mean I am feeling me. I sometimes don't know why I'm acting this way. I hope I can go far away.